“The Demon who Only loved Himself”
Primarily, when someone asks you what love is, you get all mushy and say, "love is a sweet … love is blind… love is truthful …" No surprise, since it is only natural to normal beings to love and feel being loved. But what if, just maybe, someone is not bound to be loved by anyone?
Incredible as it may seem, love is not all what it looks like. You may hate me for saying this but, for me, as i believe it is, is that, "Love is only a cruel irony for which only the body is taken seriously." If it isn’t like that for you, i’d rather tell you something i found out during my stay here on this earth.
How many times have you realized, that you are looking for something from someone? No, i don’t just mean someone’s overall outlook, or his physical, mental, or spiritual state. You love someone because you love someone for something. Always will be, always does. It does seem right in a sense, but once a being is deluded into thinking "nothing can go wrong", he feels that he has no reason for loving her. And that’s where problem starts…
How deep is the love? As shallow as what you have understood it from. Even now, that i seem to fall in love with someone, my mind disperses the thought, because i know better than to succumb to this shallow feeling humans love the most. When we ultimately fall for something because we want to, that is when it is most shallow. A fight? A misunderstanding? Yeah, something as shallow as that can simply destroy what you and your "loved one" has built.
But love is not all that. Despite of what i have said about ‘humanly love’, we can never forget the sacrifice of our Lord for us. That is pure love, no more no less. He died simply because he wants us to be saved. Did that love went to waste? I don’t think so, even though the world does not show it often. So don’t feel bad about me, feeling no love for any human being. At least, you are able to walk your own road, smiling sheepishly and not knowing the horrid truth for ignorance’s sake…
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